There is a moment in Fur Alma —the Hungarian-born author’s most quietly devastating story—when the narrator’s mother opens a mildewed steamer trunk in a Bronx walk-up. Inside, wrapped in acid-free paper that has yellowed to the color of old teeth, lies a sable coat. The mother does not touch it. She simply stares. Then she closes the lid.
The coat, we learn, was purchased in 1938. Not as a luxury, but as a betrothal gift. Alma’s fiancé, a Viennese doctor named László, bought it from a Jewish furrier who would later vanish. László himself would disappear into a labor camp. Alma, pregnant with another man’s child (David’s father, a pragmatic baker she married for papers), kept the coat anyway. Fur Alma By Miklos Steinberg
That line devastates not because it is cruel, but because it is true. Steinberg understands that objects outlive our intentions for them. A coat meant to warm a bride becomes a relic, then a curiosity, then a costume. Alma’s soul, her alma , is not in the sable—it is in the decision to keep it, to hide it, to never quite let go. There is a moment in Fur Alma —the
In the end, Fur Alma is not a story about the Holocaust. It is not a story about immigration or poverty or even love. It is a story about what we carry, and what carries us, long after the reason for carrying has turned to dust. She simply stares
The coat, then, is a paradox: a symbol of the warmth she never allows herself to feel. Late in the story, David tries it on. It is too large for him, and the fur, now brittle, sheds onto his sweater. “I looked like a monster,” he says, “or a child playing dress-up in a dead woman’s skin.”
